I Have a Dream…

The other day, I was upset about something small. I don’t even remember what it was. It seems to be happening more often. I have trouble handling my emotions. So, I decided instead, to dwell on blessings. I thought of all the dreams I’ve had throughout my life that have come true.
  • The first dream I thought of was being able to play the piano and sing at the same time. 🙂 When I was a teenager, my piano teacher was awesome. I still love and respect her greatly for her influence in my life. She could play so beautifully … and sing at the same time. I thought, “If I could just sing and play at the same time, I would be so happy!” You see, when you’re young, it takes a lot of coordination. It took a long time to develop that. When I was about 14 or 15 years old, I played and sang my first song in church! It was very special day for me. Click here if you’re wondering what I sang. 🙂 The Lord put that dream right in the palm of my hand, and has allowed me to sing pretty often, ever since that day.
  • When I started college, I quickly became aware of the college singing groups that traveled and sang every summer. I thought it would be so wonderful to do that! What an opportunity! So as a freshman, I began to dream… and I started praying that if that’s what God wanted me to do, that He would open the door for me. During the spring of my sophomore year, I was chosen to represent the college in the Southwest Trio! It was an amazing experience. I got close to those I traveled with. The Lord taught me many things during those 10 weeks! What a fun time, what a dream!
  • When I was 14 years old, I really began to desire God. I often thought I would love to marry a preacher, but I didn’t think I was good enough for God to give me that! Little did I realize at that time, that God uses ordinary people! I am just a person… a person married to a preacher! We have been able to serve the Lord in local churches for 6 years now! And we’re praying for His will for the day that we will be in the pastorate. God made my dream come true! Not only did I marry a preacher, I married my best friend. I married the man I had pictured as Prince Charming since I was a very little girl, putting sheer curtains over my head for a veil, and carrying plastic flowers. 🙂
  • There was a time in my late teen years that I started wondering if God would give me children. I didn’t think I deserved them, and in the back of my heart I had this horrible feeling that I never would have any. In the early years of our marriage, we did have a hard time having children. We tried for over a year, only to miscarry. Then, it was another whole year before we had a little one on the way. I was terrified for months! I just knew we couldn’t have this little one either! But we did, and have had no problems since then! I thank God for my beautiful 3 children! I always dreamed of being a Mommy… with my matted hair baby dolls.
  • Renting is fine, but buying is better. “Can you please give us our own house?” I used to pray. We have been in our cute little house for almost 2 years now. I have painted and planned. I have made curtains and bought pillows. I have arranged furniture and sanded floors… in my own house! It is the Great American Dream, and God made that dream a reality for us. We have our own house that we have made a home!
  • Just in these last couple of years, my musical dreams have grown. I have been playing arranged offertories for church for the last two years. The Lord has REALLY helped me. I make mistakes every Sunday, so there’s not too much risk of being lifted up in pride! But this last year, I believe God put in me the desire to arrange some of my own music. So my awesome computer-brother found a great music program for me, and I have written four of my own arrangements. That really was a dream come true! I never thought I could do that, and I’m so thankful the Lord chose to give me that dream!

It’s amazing how much the Lord has given me. Sometimes, in the middle of the night, when I am sleep-dreaming, I’ll be in this imaginary world. I remember one dream in particular. I was shopping and found this amazing ring on the clearance rack. (Of course it was a dream because jewelry isn’t on a “rack.”) It was marked down SO low and I bought it. It was so pretty and sparkly. I held it up in the light to see it shimmer. I remember how thrilled I was in my dream. I held up my hand to look at it and realized I was awake now, and it wasn’t real. There wasn’t a sparkly ring on that finger. It wasn’t real. But every day, I look at my blessings and those dreams are real! I want to remember to thank God every day!

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2 thoughts on “I Have a Dream…

  1. very good, and thanks for sharing! You ARE very blessed!

  2. I love this post! I think the same thoughts all the time. Living for the Lord isn't a boring sad life. Most of the time he either fulfills our dreams or changes them!

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